So I realize after talking with a couple real close friends of mine it is time to get off my buttocks and start doing something about my dreams, rather then complain about not having what I want. So I have to ask myself "what are my dreams anyway?" It is time to reevaluate what it is exactly that I want out of my life and why. I have been having a hard time weeding through my brain lately and figuring out exactly what I want. I mean really figuring out what I want out of my life. Some of the things that I think that I want may be different if I really had them. A farm for instance. I love the idea of having a farm but could I really hack it? Would I really enjoy it on a large scale level of that being all that I do. When I ask myself that question I am not sure that I know the answer. I think in part yes, but then again I think I would be content really having a hobby farm to help provide for my family. The problem with that is it provides no income. It helps save cost in other areas but it wont pay a mortgage. With all the different things running through my head the one thing I keep coming back to is owning my own convenient store.. It sounds silly maybe, but I would know what I was doing... I really would. I could see myself doing that for the rest of my life. I know real "big" aspirations but I have always been pretty simple. All I have ever wanted is a simple life. Honestly if it wasn't for the religious part I think I could be Amish.
All I know is that I am not content working for "the man" every day I feel like I have wasted precious time. Now that I know what I want I need to do it. So with anything it will take time. I need to save as much as I can or slowly buy what I need. Probably a little of both.
In the current economy it may be foolish to even think of starting my own business but for some reason it makes me want to do it all the more and succeed.
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