So I am constantly procrastinating. I mean at everything. I meant to start this blog 2 months ago. So here I am behind and not knowing really where to start.
Today is Easter and I really did have a great day.
First of all I woke up at 5:30 a.m. (not the bright point of my day) got dressed in the dark and headed to a neighboring town where my mother and my two sisters go to church. I just recently started going back to church after a 3 year absence, but not my mothers church. This morning though being easter I felt that it would be better to spend some much needed time with my family. Rather then sitting by myself at a random church where noone knows me. Usually that suits me well but Easter has always been my favorite holiday.
Driving this morning as the sun was rising and seeing how the light hit the trees and the fields and all the houses made me slow down even though I was running late as usual. With the windows down and freezing cold I could smell that smell of spring and earth. My favorite smell. I should have been pondering thoughts of Christ Rising from the tomb and normal thoughts of easter morning. Yet I was worshiping in my own way.
Church was good the youth group put on a program and breakfast was quite satisfying after.
On my way back home I blasted a new song that I have become obsessed with over the last couple days and played it over and over again. Its not the coolest song ever. My boyfriend hates it but I blasted it and felt completely content in the moment.
My boyfriend was still sleeping when I got home so I started cleaning up the house and I planted some seedlings for my veggie garden.
It has been a long day. later we went to my hunny's familys for dinner and got see my nephew. It was a blast. It feels good to be home now and know that my bed is waiting for me.
Oh dreams please come tonight and bring me peace and hope for my future. At present my dreams seem so far away, so unattainable. Its my own laziness, it always is in the way.. but somehow I know its just around that bend in the road.
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